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will wake him from his terrible infatuation. William's father has turned childish in a moment. William himself is changed. The shock has been too sudden for him; I cannot understand him ; he is not like himself. Oh, Mr. Redlaw, pray advise me, help me ! "
" No ! No ! No !" he answered.
"Mr. Redlaw ! Dear Sir ! George has been muttering, in his doze, about the man you saw there, who, he fears, will kill himself."
" Better he should do it, than come near me ! "
" He says, in his wandering, that you know him; that he was your friend once, long ago; that he is the ruined father of a student here—my mind misgives me, of the young gentleman who has been ill. What is to be done ? How is he to be followed ? How is he to be saved ? Mr. Redlaw, pray, oh, pray, advise me ! Help me!"
All this time he held the boy, who was half-mad to pass him, and let her in.
" Phantoms ! Punishers of impious thoughts ! " cried Redlaw, gazing round in anguish, " Look upon me ! From the darkness of my mind, let the glimmering of contrition that I know is there, shine up, and show my misery! In the material world, as I have long taught, nothing can be spared; no step or atom in the wondrous structure could be lost, without a blank being made in the great universe. I know, now, that it is the same with good and evil, happiness and sorrow, in the memories of men. Pity me ! Relieve me !"
There was no response, but her "Help me, help me, let me in !" and the boy's struggling to get to her.
" Shadow of myself! Spirit of my darker hours!" cried Redlaw, in distraction, " Come back, and haunt me day and night, but take this gift away ! Or, if it must still rest with me, deprive me of the dreadful power of giving it to others. Undo what I have done. Leave me benighted, but restore the day to those whom I have cursed. As I have spared this woman from the first, and as I never will go forth again, but will die here, with no hand to tend me, save this creature's who is proof against me,— hear me!"
The only reply still was, the boy struggling to get to her, while lie held him back ; and the cry, increasing in its energy, " Help ! let me in. He was your friend once, how shall he be followed, how shall he be saved ? They are all changed, there is no one else to help me, pray, pray, let me in !" |
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